So I’m making my way through the book of Leviticus. Ever read Leviticus? If you know me, you can probably see my face right now and hear me sigh. I’m trying not to. I’m trying to keep an open mind. I’m trying not to quit my Bible in a year plan. For the eighth time. 5 useless points if you notice the key phrase in the past few sentences.
“I’m trying” is the correct answer for your nonexistent prize. Is anyone else trying? And trying, then trying some more? Do you try to figure everything out? Do you think you need to try harder?
But the key phrase in the book of Leviticus that I made note of today (in my brand-new Bible I might add. EEEEeeee!!!) is : “God spoke to Moses” and Moses says, “This is what God has commanded to be done.” And Moses did it: “Just as God had commanded Moses.” BAM. Just like that.
Now, I do not understand the why. I don’t get why all this had to be done. I reeeeally don’t understand the right ear, right thumb, and right big toe blood-smearing ritual. And quite honestly, if I see someone with blood smeared in those places I’m running the other direction faster than I did in basketball. And I can hear non-believers going, “Are you kidding? Why would a God who loves you make you do that??” because I honestly sit here, going, “Are you kidding?” I can’t explain it. I can’t attain it. Jesus your looooove, is so uh-mazin’, it gets me hiiiiiiigh, up to the skyyyy, and when I think about your goodness, it makes me wanna, STOMP! Sorry, a Kirk Franklin, God’s Property chorus flashback just took over.) Did I mention I’m on steroids for a recent virus I acquired? Talk about hiiiiiiigh…I don’t do well on meds. I’m doing good today if I can find my right ear, right hand, and right foot.
Moving on, let’s jump to Mark 10:46-52, Bart’s story. He sat, probably with a beat-up cup and maybe an adorable, but mangy dog to keep him company, his only friend. I’m sure everyone in town knew him as the beggar to avoid. Can’t you hear people talking?
Jed: “Yeah, Blind Bart, that’s Tim’s son. I don’t even walk that side of the road anymore because of him.”
Mabel: “Yes, he should be more considerate.”
Jed: “They should make that road bigger. Where are our tax denariusgoing?”
In the MSG Bible, it says Jesus was leaving town, trailed by his disciples, and a parade of people. So I imagine that Bartimaeus heard the commotion and everyone’s excitement. When’s the last time he was excited about anything, I wonder. Here’s his last chance, this Jesus guy is outta there and if he doesn’t act now, his opportunity is gone. What could it hurt? To trust in something? Someone, just one more time? As someone who’s been on the “medical merry-go-round” for close to two decades, I know how hard it is to put some hope in someone else.
Bart: “SON OF DAVID, JESUS! MERCY, HAVE MERCY ON ME!”
People of the town: “Shhhhh! Shut up, Bart!! What’s he gonna do for you? He’s not even looking your way. You’re making a fool of yourself, man! Geez! Could you be any more uncool??”
Bart: “SON OF DAAAAAAAVIIIIIID!! MERCY, HAVE MERCY ON ME!!!!!”
I imagine Bart lowering his head, discouraged, then he hears them calling him. “It’s your lucky day! Get up! He’s calling you to come!”
I’m guessing those people had never seen him move so fast! After all, what did he have to get excited about? He throws off his coat and is on his feet at once.
Jesus: “What can I do for you?”
Bart: “Rabbi, I want to see.”
Jesus: “On your way. Your faith has saved and healed you.”
In that very instant he recovered his sight and followed Jesus down the road. (Mark 10:49-52)
Now, don’t get me wrong…I’m ecstatic for Once Blind Bart (see what I did there?) but the questions just keep coming to me. Why did Jesus ask what he wanted when He already knew? Why didn’t people get healed as Jesus walked by? We have to want it, right? What do we need to do to show that we want it? And I know Jesus can, but whyyyyyyyy doesn’t it happen for everyone this way? I’m trying to have faith. Did you catch it again? Maybe today, we’re trying too hard. Maybe today…we just accept that blind faith can change anyone’s situation completely.